Push Eileen;

I'm staying, I won't go anywhere anymore. This is my place in life. But it would be nice if I didn't get that kind of language. I mean I try not to complain, but its like before, and at some point somehow, its going to get to me. When that is said I don't do it back, I ignore it and pretend you say the same thing. And it just brings me down. I ignore it because I don't like complaining and its something small, I would have thought you would have noticed. And if youre playing, I mean I understand you're busy & you love playing whenever you get the chance, dont worry its fine with me, but doesn't give you the excuse to talk to me like that, I mean its getting way better than before, but its still there. I mean when I say I love you, I dont want an "okay" I know its kinda asking much, but that would brighten my day, youre little things always do. I'm going to have lunch with my mom and maybe that might brighten up my day a little.


Nevermind, I'm wrong like always.