New story;

Oh, how I would very much like to hold you, twirl you around, only if I had the potency to now a day. I undergo weakness in your presence, as if I am able to merely crawl with my bloody raw knees to attain you within my embrace, to enlighten your piece of mind in thee picture that remained unchanged. Like the asphalt gets a bit rockier and slightly further away as I, I creep just to get a hold of you, to inhale the your natural scent, the one I would be capable to exist on. Such as if nature desires for me to convert my ways, and fail on my persistence towards you. As if...you ought to rather be nonexistent to me than the individual I live for. Don't you comprehend my state on mind these days? I'm trying to manage, my tiresome position aches all of my waking moments. I lay in a fetal position gasp the air you once breathe, and survive my life from that moment in time.

My thought lately;

I thought with a month apart, things will change, I thought with everything so distant, we'll come back running to each others arms, but its different, its that exact opposite. I had the thought of jumping on your back once again and falling with a bit of laughter, but it doesn't feel right. I'm not saying that I'm starting to loose what I have for you, but I'm starting to feel just maybe, things, nevermind.

tumblr hates me so I'lll start once again on here.

Yesterday;

People: Ana, Art, Doctor, Eileen, Jay, Mark, & Reggie.

Conquered: a exhausting trail, sliding down a steep mountain side, soaking up the beachy atmostphere, santa monica, glendale w/ a bit of americana, city walk, & haunted roads.

Conclusion: what a pretty fun and chill day.

the end.