Do you miss it, because I do;

What better time in one's life and feeling to have no worries at all. All problems wiped away and removes all fear, stress, and discomfort. For me to capture that moment and find a scape goat from my busy lifestyle is simply, laying down with that special man friend. By doing things with no sexual intent still gives me the upmost satisfaction. Enjoying his company, and me enjoying his too. Playing soft jams to fill the atmosphere with harmony because we do not want to interrupt the conversation our eyes are having with one another. I like to throw cute smiles here and there to spark his face. His smile always makes me smile so we both endure a endless cycle of cheeks hurting from smiling to much, if we're not knocked out. Then I laugh because he is always silly even during the most relaxed states. Of course I like to keep it lively by provoking cute little games we play on the bed. It can vary from wrestling, little childish fights, or any random interaction we can think of. As long as it involves us both contributing to the sea of happiness. Snuggled up in a sea of blankets with the best pillow that will make your head sink like a ship. Out of all these many activities that are possibly only from imagination my favorite is just, holding him. Holding him close enough to inhale the natural fragrance his body makes me attracted too, though most of the time I visit you, you have morning breath or something you ate, which I never mind. I do not know how he can get me to smile even though he is trying to nap. The only bad thing about all of this, is when its the end.