my voice cracks, my heat starts to ache, the tears start to roll, and the movie starts to play in my head and the memories slowly fall into my mind. i couldn't stop talking about you all day, i couldn't stop holding your hand and getting those simple forehead kisses that fulfil my daily needs. getting to hold you for hours was amazing. those singing sessions to make me sleep so soundly woke me up with glad smiles. i really love you. i know i will always do. through anything we get through you'll always be the number one thing on my mind all day. breathe eileen, you'll get through it. common, push becuase you know what you can handle and what is enough.
so as today went, my mind went back to the past, and enjoyed each memory of comfort and warmness. and it was nice to reminisce on past experiences and lessons learned. going back always seem to make me feel so relaxed and feel fine. i know the past holds some unnessecary flashbacks, but its always nice to go back and remeber how you felt when you got your first kiss on the forehead, cheek, and then dundundun the lips. its nice to remember holding someone so long and meaningful til both have to let go because someone has to go or their ride has arrive. remembering getting the biggest butterflies, and feeling so shy and on cloud nine. but the best past about all this is when you dream of them. you dream of simple things such as spending as day with them, and waking up smiling so big and getting ready to met a new day of new things.
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